Chapter 2
The Oil House
"Historical," Gil Haskell said, and tapped the pipe under the kitchen sink with the handle of his screwdriver. It made a dull, wet sound, like knocking on a melon. "That's galvanized. That's older than galvanized. I'd want to look at it in better light before I said what it is."
He was in his sixties, built low and square, in a Carhartt jacket faded to the color of weak tea, and he had arrived at eight sharp in a white Silverado with a ladder rack and a bumper sticker that said I'D RATHER BE HAULING. Maren had found him on a list Ruth Coombs left on the counter, three names in pencil, one of them crossed out and annotated dead. Gil was the one with a check mark.
They did the house first. He pressed his thumb into the windowsill in the front parlor and it went in to the first knuckle. He lay on his back in the cellar with a flashlight and said "Huh" four times, each one lower than the last. He put a moisture meter against the plaster in the upstairs hall and showed her the number without comment, the way a doctor turns the scale around. She followed him with her phone in her hand, typing notes, and kept explaining the plan to the back of his jacket.
"Six guest rooms," she said. "Three up here, two if we split the parlor, one in the ell. No wifi. That's the point. People pay to have it taken away."
"People pay for that."
"Four hundred a night. I've run the comps."
"Have you." He knelt and pulled back a corner of the hall runner. The floorboards underneath were dark and soft along the baseboard. "They'll want hot water, your four-hundred-dollar people."
Outside, the fog had burned back to a gauzy wall about a hundred yards offshore, and the grass on the point was the flattened, colorless stuff of April in Maine, half mud, studded with old snow in the shadows of the spruce. The tower stood white against all of it. Gil didn't look at the tower. The Coast Guard had the light, he said, and the Coast Guard could have it. He walked the foundation of the keeper's house, kicked at the granite, crouched at the corner where the gutter had been dumping into the sill for what he estimated was a decade.
"A hundred and forty," he said finally, standing up with a hand on his knee. "Thousand. That's to make it legal for strangers to sleep in. Not pretty. Legal."
Maren had budgeted sixty. She didn't say so. She did the arithmetic on her severance, which she had already done that morning and the night before, and it came out the same both times.
"That's a number," she said.
"It is." He wrote it on the back of a business card and handed it to her. Then he started toward his truck, and the path took him past the oil house.
It was a squat brick building twenty yards behind the kitchen, smaller than a one-car garage, with a slate roof, a steel door painted the same green as the house trim, and a padlock the size of a fist. Some kind of antenna, or the bones of one, stood bolted to the ridge. Gil slowed down. Then he stopped altogether and stood looking at it with his hands in his jacket pockets, longer than he had looked at anything else that morning, including the cellar.
"You want me to price that too?"
"I don't have a key," Maren said. "Ruth doesn't either."
"No." Gil nodded slowly, as if that matched something he already knew. "Walt never let anybody near that one. Thirty years I've been coming out here to fix his gutters and he'd walk me the long way round."
Gil left at ten-fifteen with a wave out the truck window that took in the house, the tower and possibly the whole state of Maine. Maren stood in the dooryard until the sound of the Silverado was gone into the spruce, and then for a while after, and then she went inside and made coffee in her father's percolator, which took eleven minutes and tasted like a radiator.
She sat at the kitchen table with a yellow legal pad. The table was pine, scarred along one edge where somebody had used it to brace a hacksaw, and it had a level drawer that held exactly one fork, a church key and a roll of electrical tape. She moved the tape to the windowsill. She uncapped a pen.
The house first. She drew it the way she'd have whiteboarded a service diagram, boxes and arrows: kitchen, parlor, the ell off the back, the three bedrooms upstairs and the bathroom with the clawfoot tub that Gil had looked at and declined to touch. She numbered the guest rooms one through six. Room four was the parlor split in half, which meant a stud wall and a second door and probably a permit. Room six was the ell, which had its own entrance and a floor that sloped toward the bay at an angle she could feel in her ankles. She wrote NO WIFI across the top in capitals and underlined it twice, and then, because it looked like a ransom note, wrote Unplug at the Edge underneath it in smaller letters and crossed that out too.
Then the numbers. Six rooms at four hundred was twenty-four hundred a night. Nobody ran full, so she knocked it to sixty percent, and to a season of May through October, because she had stood on that point in April and she was not selling it to anyone in February. That came to something over two hundred and sixty thousand gross a year, before cleaning and insurance and the breakfast she'd somehow have to cook. It looked wonderful. It looked like a pitch deck.
Against that: a hundred and forty thousand to make it legal. Seventy-one thousand and change in checking. The 401(k), which she had promised herself she would not touch and which she now circled in pen anyway, lightly, as if it might not notice. Severance through September 12. A bank somewhere that would want to know why a laid-off engineer with no hospitality experience deserved a construction loan on a building whose plumbing was historical.
She did the sums three ways. They came out close enough to work if nothing went wrong, which in her experience was the assumption that sank every launch she'd ever been part of.
Her coffee had gone cold. She got up to dump it and found herself at the window over the sink instead, mug in hand.
The oil house sat in the middle of the window frame, squat and dark, its green door shut. In daylight the antenna on the ridge looked less like bones and more like something somebody had built on purpose and kept up. One guy wire was new. She could tell from the shine.
She went back to the table and looked at the site plan she'd drawn in the margin: house, tower, the gravel turnaround with four parking spaces, a dotted path to the rocks. Behind the kitchen there was a small rectangle. She hadn't labeled it. She hadn't assigned it a number or a purpose or a dollar figure. It was the only thing on the page that was just a box.
She picked up the pen. She put it down. Through the glass, the padlock caught a little of the thin April sun.
The key ring was on the hook by the back door, under her father's reading glasses, where Ruth had hung it the night before without comment. It weighed about a pound. Maren counted twenty-three keys on the walk across the dooryard. There were brass ones gone brown, a couple of Fords, a skinny one that could only belong to a mailbox, a squat Yale with DO NOT DUPLICATE stamped on it like a dare, and one key so old and toothy it looked like it had been made to open a church.
She started at the split ring and worked her way around.
The padlock was a Master Lock, laminated steel, the heavy kind with a rubber bumper around the body that was still black and still soft when she pressed it with her thumb. The shackle was chrome. It shone. Everything else on that side of the oil house had gone the color of the sea: the hasp a dull orange, the screws bleeding rust down the green paint in neat little streaks. The lock looked as if it had been hung that morning.
Key one didn't go in. Key two went in halfway and stuck, and she had to wiggle it out, which took a minute and a word her mother didn't like. Keys three through nine didn't go in. The church key was laughable. The Yale slid all the way home and wouldn't turn, and she stood there with her wrist cranked over, putting more torque on it than any key was built to take, until she felt the brass begin to give and let go.
She went round the ring twice. Then she went round a third time, slowly, holding each key up against the keyway and comparing the cuts by eye, the way she'd have compared two versions of a config file. Twenty-three keys. None of them fit. The man had kept a key to everything he'd ever owned, including, apparently, a 1970s Ford, and not to the one door he'd walked a contractor the long way round to avoid.
It was her building. It said so on a deed in Paul Grindle's office in Rockland. She'd flown three thousand miles and was paying a mortgage-free property tax bill of four thousand two hundred dollars to own a brick box she wasn't allowed inside.
The nearest house was a gray Cape a half mile back toward town, with a satellite dish and a boat on a trailer under a blue tarp. The man who answered the door was about seventy, in socks, and had clearly been watching her car come up his driveway for some time. She explained. He looked at her for a while.
"Walt's place," he said.
"Mine now."
"Huh." He went out to the garage and came back with a DeWalt grinder and a cutoff wheel still in its cardboard sleeve, and held onto it a beat longer than he needed to before he handed it over. "Wear glasses," he said. "And bring that back."
She found a pair of safety glasses in her father's kitchen drawer, under the fork, which she should have noticed earlier. The grinder screamed. She braced her boot against the door and leaned the wheel into the shackle, and sparks came off it in a long orange fan that skittered across the granite step and died in the wet grass. It took longer than YouTube had suggested. Her forearms buzzed. Then the wheel bit through, and the shackle sprang open with a small, offended click.
She switched off the grinder and the silence rang.
The lock lay in her palm, hot through her glove. On the back, half peeled, was a price sticker: COOMBS HARDWARE & MARINE, $38.99. Salt air ate cheap steel in a single winter. This one had no rust on it at all. Somebody had bought it new and hung it on this door, a year ago, maybe two, long after the last time her father had let her call go to voicemail.
The door stuck at the bottom and she had to put her shoulder into it. It gave all at once, and she stumbled a step into the dark and stood there, blind, breathing kerosene.
It wasn't fresh kerosene. It was the ghost of it, a hundred years of it soaked into the brick, layered over with something warmer and more recent: coffee, dust burning off a heater element, a faint sweetness she couldn't place until her eyes started working and she saw the open tin of Werther's on the shelf. The room was maybe eight feet by ten. One window, painted over on the inside, a gray square of light at the top where the paint had been scraped away in a neat strip about two inches high. Exactly the height of a man's eyes if he was sitting down.
There was a chair. It was a wooden office chair on casters, the kind every school threw out in about 1985, with a folded boat cushion on the seat. It faced a plywood counter screwed to the wall, and on the counter, in a row, as tidy as a kitchen, sat the following: a VHF radio, an Icom, its face lit a soft amber; a gray metal lamp the size of a coffee can with a pistol grip and a trigger, which she would later learn to call an Aldis and at that moment called nothing at all; a squarish screen, older than the radio, in a beige plastic case with masking tape on the bezel; and a green Stanley thermos with the cup screwed on.
The amber light was the thing. She looked at it for a long time.
68, said the display. Below that, smaller: SQL. A pinhole of green blinked beside the volume knob, steady as a pulse.
She put her hand on top of the radio. It was warm. Not hot. Warm the way a laptop is warm when it's been sleeping on the bed all afternoon, the way a thing gets when it has been switched on and left on, doing nothing very much, for a long time. A gray cable ran from the back of it up the wall and out through a hole in the ceiling packed with what looked like spray foam. A second, fatter cable came down beside it to the beige screen, which was dark. She followed both with her eyes to the roof, where the antenna was. Where the new guy wire was.
The space heater under the counter was unplugged. She touched it anyway. Cold.
On the wall over the counter, above the radio, a shelf ran the whole width of the room, two-by-eight lumber on steel brackets, and on the shelf stood the books. Green ledgers, cloth spines, the cheap kind sold in any office supply aisle, packed tight and upright like a set of encyclopedias. No titles. Just numbers, in black marker, in capitals she recognized from the side of a brown paper bag in 1988. They ran left to right. They stopped short of the end of the shelf. There was a space there, about the width of one book, and a little rectangle in the dust where something had stood and wasn't standing now.
Maren stood with her hand still flat on the warm radio.
She had assumed, from the doorway, from the window, from the whole of the dooryard and the padlock and the contractor's long way round, that she was opening a tomb. A dead man's junk room. Things a person stops using. But a dead man doesn't buy a thirty-nine-dollar padlock, and nobody leaves a radio on for two months in an empty building in Maine in the winter without someone paying the Central Maine Power bill and, it occurred to her slowly, coming in now and then to make sure it still worked.
The thermos was half full. She unscrewed the cup and sniffed. Coffee. Black. Cold, but not sour.
Behind her, the door swung on its old hinges and bumped gently against her heel, as if someone had pushed it.
It was the wind. She knew it was the wind. She turned around anyway, and there was nothing there but the wet gray dooryard and the house with its blank windows, and she felt foolish enough to drag a rusted coffee can of nails across the threshold to hold the door open.
The light from outside didn't reach much past the chair. She found a switch on the side of the beige screen, a little black toggle under the masking tape, and flicked it before she could think better of it. Something inside clicked and began to hum. For about ten seconds nothing happened. Then the glass went from black to a deep bottle green, and a thin bright line swung out from the center like the hand of a clock that had somewhere to be, and as it went round it left a smear of fainter green behind it, a ragged shape low on one side that she understood, on the third sweep, was the point. The land she was standing on. Out beyond it, a quarter inch away on the glass, a small hard blot lit up every time the line passed, faded, and lit again.
She didn't know yet what it was called. She knew it hadn't moved in a hundred years.
The books were too high to read sitting down, so she stood on the boat cushion, which was a bad idea, and ran a finger along the spines. 1, 2, 3. On up to 33. She pulled one out of the middle without choosing, the way you'd pull a card for a magic trick. Number 9. The cover was soft at the corners and someone had written on it in the same capitals: JAN 1997 –. No end date. Just the dash.
She climbed down and sat in his chair, because it was the only place to sit, and opened the book on her knees, where the green from the screen lay across the page.
0215. Fog since 2300, can't see the bell. F/V Lorna D., Pete Gagnon, compass light out, came in on the wrong side of the can. Had him on radar at 1/2 mile. Talked him north 200 yds, then east. Flashed him once so he'd know where I was. Cleared Hogsback 0241. Heard his engine all the way to the harbor. Cold.
Then a ruled line, and the next night, and the next. Two entries in February. One in March, three in a row in June, every one of them after midnight and every one of them signed with nothing. No W.B. No Keeper. Just the time and the boat and the weather and one word at the bottom, like a man closing a door.
The light was automated in 1989. Maren had known that the way she knew her own blood type. It was the whole explanation, the root cause, the single line in the log where her father's career ended and he went off to be whatever he'd been instead, which was a man who mailed a check every Christmas and didn't call. Retired. She had always pictured it literally. A gold watch. A recliner somewhere inland.
She looked at the cold coffee. At the scraped strip in the window paint, eye level for a seated man.
Her elbow brushed the radio when she set the book down, and the squelch knob turned a quarter inch under her sleeve. The speaker opened. A soft, wide hiss filled the little brick room, the sound of the whole bay with nobody on it, and the green line went round, and round, and lit the ledge every time.